This weekend was actually really great. My self confidence has grown so much since Wednesday. I had baksetball all weekend and I got to hang out with some of my closest friends, who I haven’t seen forever, and I felt confident around everybody without makeup. We all took pictures together and usually I would’ve went and put makeup on before so I would look decent, or so I thought I would. This time I didn’t and I felt pretty confident with it.
One big challenge this weekend was not having coffee. I had to wake up at 5:30 for basketball and all I wanted was coffee to wake me up. Pushing myself to not have caffeine is really hard, since my body has become so dependent on it. I wanted coffee so bad that I actually had a dream that I went to caribou and bought a Caramel Cooler and drank it. I woke up in guilt thinking I had actually done it. A plus tho is all my headaches have gone away, which is really nice and it is easier for me to focus.
What I have noticed is that my skin has cleared up, even though I didn’t really have much to begin with. I also have noticed my eyelashes are filling in more which is the best. Another thing I have noticed is my body is getting used to going to bed earlier and it is getting easier to wake up for school in the morning. Finally, working out more frequently is making me feel so good about myself. I look forward to it everyday and each time I do workout I push myself to do more.
Alana Unfiltered 