Thursday I felt even more self conscious than I did the day before. I felt like my insecurities were showing more than ever. On top of that, I had a bad hair day, my headaches were coming back and I just felt so naked without my makeup.
The urge to consume caffeine was honestly so strong. Doing this made me realize how dependent my body was on caffeine and it makes me kind of irritated with myself. Another urge to fight was every time I looked in the mirror I wanted to so badly put makeup on. I felt so insecure without it that day. I just wanted to go home and hide up in my room, where no one else can see me.
Not wearing makeup for me isn’t the hardest thing ever, but it really does get me thinking about all my flaws and whether or not people notice them and I think that is what really brings me down. It’s so easy to tell myself to not care what people think, but deep down I care a lot.
Even with all that going on I still finished the day makeup-less, I drank all the water I needed to to reach my goal, I ate breakfast, and I got 8 hours of sleep.
Alana Unfiltered 